03.07.2024 Barred from Simplicity

i: m(y) body, seem to be barred from simplicity for the most part as of now. i find it quite impossible to experience simplicity, and when i feel a proximity to it, it is always accompanied by a feeling of more or less uncomfortable strangeness. Too many lines of flight taken too quickly perhaps? Too much reality perconceived too fast maybe? “Simply” the effects of becoming-m? All probable question-answers.